This time of morning last Sunday
I was so tired
so tired
so tired
so tired of the blessings
I'd driven over the Sierra Nevada
spotted oil wells dotting the Llano Estacado
such beautiful names
for a wilderness
a wilderness
I've been miles deep in caverns
observing the roots of our art forms
toasted with fine wine
chilled by the Pacific's blue
become acquainted with deer
& contented cows
snapped away at picturesque
water fountains
& the majestic Grand Canyon
surrounded by French people
with their mellifluous sounds
spent time with my ambitious son
touring the impossible lighthouse
overlooking a beach with the highest
concentration of white sharks in the world
viewed ancient Egyptian relics
seen a very fine breakfast or two
& a movie that left me wondering
what it means to love something
I loved it all
so much
The face above all others I saw
in Winslow, Arizona
a young Indian baby girl
profoundly sleeping on her father's shoulder
an elderly woman in Wal-Mart
sitting on a bench, waiting
(Was it for me?)
Her white bone adornments
She was so beautiful
that now the memory of her face
brings tears to mine
it was all so wonderful
that last Sunday morning
at just about this time
my weariness caused me to plow
several yards into the profusion
of black-eyed susans & queen anne's lace
gracing the median strip
I was only an hour from home
just like they say it could happen
There was a mist,
the only drops of moisture
I had seen coming from clouds
the entire trip
A mist raining down just over the top of my car...
as if it were a personal rain
falling in through the open window
resuscitating the flowers
& me
Now I know there is something more
I always thought
that there must be
Now I know there is
& it is
Wonderful